| Subject: | the dream |
| Date: | Wed, 24 Nov 1999 18:49:18 -0800 (PST) |
| ** Ian ** |
a heart beat on the fortieth floor running from strangers no more turning a corner seeing a form at first scared anticipation of doom unknown death Going down from the 40th floor i see my error and return not wanting to face the fear but knowing i must for my soul to be cleansed to be let go set free walking the floors of the 40th floorwere dark and weblike shaded, mysterious and cold hearing voices from rooms that did not exist from faces guarded, masked by the shadow like a fillagree on a pinhead this was confusing to me a horror a trap a betrayal..... .... Facing a fear embracing it and becoming it's lover Release of a fear sexual submissive