Subject:  the dream
Date:  Wed, 24 Nov 1999 18:49:18 -0800 (PST)
** Ian **
a heart beat on the fortieth floor
running from strangers no more
turning a corner
seeing a form
at first scared
anticipation of doom
unknown
death

Going down from the 40th floor
i see my error and return
not wanting to face the fear
but knowing i must
for my soul to be cleansed
to be let go
set free

walking the floors of the 40th floor
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were dark and weblike
shaded, mysterious and cold
hearing voices from rooms that did not exist
from faces guarded, masked by the shadow
like a fillagree on a pinhead
this was confusing to me
a horror
a trap
a betrayal.....
....

Facing a fear
embracing it and becoming it's lover
Release of a fear
sexual
submissive